Friday, July 21, 2006

The Anticipation

For people like myself where masturbation is the only sexual outlet available, half the fun is anticipating your next wank. The feeling of knowing that later on in the day you will fire up the porn, whip out the equipment and get to work can distract you from the task at hand. This of course can be a good or bad thing. Unfortunately I tend to work jobs requiring concentration and attention to detail, so in my case it is a distinct disadvantage.

The last few days I have been through a bit of a drought, and therefore my level of anticipation goes right up. It stands to reason really, if I masturbate on a regular basis, there is no fantasizing necessary. While in this period, things get uncomfortable when I go for a walk, it does not look too good if you are going for a brisk walk through the place and pitching a tent at the same time!

The release of anticipation is perhaps the greatest part though. After a 5 day drought, coming home and knowing that there will be a couple of hours without anyone around you can really let go and take a lot of time at it and savor the release of all that tension and frustration. Then again sometimes you just have to keep it in your pants and get your mind on other things. Sometimes I curse the fact I am not female as, from people have told me it is entirely possible to covertly masturbate. I wish that was the case for myself!

Sometimes though, I want self imposed anticipation. Nearly each year at the end of January, there are the traveling parents. Parents, Plural! A whole month unsupervised. Now around that time they are both all around the place getting things organized, sorting this out, making sure that is in place and so on. I have plenty of time alone, but for a few days before they go I muster up the willpower I can and abstain from porn, abstain from masturbation, I even abstain from taking the few moments I can get a feel in during my shower.

After dropping them both off at the airport going through the usual "Don't you fuck everything up, make sure you do this, make sure that is handled..." ritual I am bursting at the seams to get home. I give the car park machines a double figure percentage of my pay (why is airport parking always considerably more than parking anywhere else?) I zoom home and go to sleep. The next day I usually set aside to release the mountains of stress I have imposed on myself and spend the day wanking hard and often. I look forward to 2007 as I wont have the monotony of my hand!

A few recent developments and discoveries have led to more and more anticipation than usual, so this Sunday when I am down a parent, I look forward to having a bit of an explore :)

Do you savor anticipation? Or do you prefer to get wanking as soon as you can?

15 comments:

Anonymous said...

anticipation is the most exciting part leading up to the release. in a monologue about a female sex worker who enjoys getting other women off in Eve Ensler's, "Vagina Monologues," she descibes an enlightening childhood roadtrip that led her to realize the importance of anticipation. she had to pee really bad, for hours, bumps in the road torment, her legs clenched together. when she was finally able to go- she moaned- endlessly. it was the anticipation and the excitement of waiting so long for the release. reading your blogs make me want to touch myself. i've become wet simply from reading. i'm at work, and obviously have to wait- in anticipation.

Anonymous said...

I'd really, really like you to post more details about your masturbation. Enough anticipation!
Gina

wanklogger said...

Hello Gina. You read my thoughts! I was planning a post for the next few days where I detail some of my latest wanking.

Anonymous said...

Yes, I enjoy the anticipation of a good wank, too. At the moment I'm wanking every day, but sometimes I go without for three or four days. If I've been abstinent for a few days I really enjoy anticipating my next wank. Sometimes I'm so fired up that there's pre-cum dripping from my foreskin before I even touch myself! I also enjoy varying the way I wank. Two nights ago I experienced a really powerful orgasm (with lots of cum) by rubbing the shaft of my dick. The "cut method" is exciting if you're uncut and used to using your foreskin. Last night I wanked normally, but put my finger up my ass as well. I like to cum in a wad of tissues - no stains on the sheets.

Horny Old Guy said...

In my teens and twenties (a long, long time ago!) I was jacking off 2 or 3 times a day and didn't realize that taking a break for a day or two or three might be beneficial. Not only do you shoot heavier loads which makes for a longer lasting, more explosive climax but there is something to be said for just anticipating your time for jacking off. It's sort of a good feeling being horny! Now as an old fart, I usually save my jack off for weekends...it just makes those weekends even more something to look forward to! I've got a new g/f so have made a slight adjustment...I fuck her on the weekends and usually jerk off just for a change of pace in the middle of the week. It works for me!

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Anonymous said...

have you tried to wank in hawaii in a hot tub? it is awsome!

wanklogger said...

I've never been to Hawaii, but I'll keep that in mind if I ever find myself there!

The Lustful Lady said...

Anticipation, just the word makes me ache with desire. Anticipation is what makes the experience.

Anonymous said...

i loove a good wank aswell! but the thing is after a good wank when i cum i no longer feel horny and immediately go floppy is this normal?

Anonymous said...

anticipation definitely plays a role in when I masturbate. I like to but on a very good porn film such as the original "Devil and Miss Jones" slouch in my favorite chair as I watch with my cock slowly getting full and hard. Then when I can't take it anymore, I reach down and start stroking slowing hoping to make it to the her last good fuck climax before I allow myself to cum.

stephen said...

Man! You hit the nail right on the head. I didnt actually realize how much i enjoy the anticipation until I just read this post. Right in front of me and i missed it.
I thought i'd share a few details that I thought of while reading the comments.
First - a quick background - im 43,married to a hot awesome chick together now 23 years, 3 kids, live in oregon now but im from nyc and i lived in texas for 20 years.
You had mentioned putting on a known good porn vid - for u Devil Mrs Jones. My frequency is across the board as i own a business and im always very busy w work/fam/personal/snowboarding;)Sometimes i can do it daily and sometimes i might go for a week. I have many rituals including wacking it in our bedroom as a preamble to a scheduled fuck date with my wife. Regardless of what activity is planned, there is one thing i always enjoy and thats watching the hot nasty videos i made of my wife and I. They go back to 1989 when she was just 16 and I was 22 and they were very romantic and beautiful (aka G Rated!) As the years passed and i got more dialed in with making bright, clear, hi res videos with great angles and now multiple cams - our sex went from making love to no holes barred fucking. So...my most treasured "Series" is the most recent and its my sexy texas MILF wife and I either alone partying our faces off and getting freaky fuckin deaky or better my wife and i and this chick going at it in FMF 3somes and the trump card to those are my wife and I and another dude doing MFM 3somes which is like blow your head off hot watching your wife - the soccer mom in the badass off road suburban - sucking and fucking another man and talking dirty!!
Thats what I watch and here it is 3 years after we made them and i can still barely get through one scene in a several hour session! I slow motion it, i zoom it, i fuck with the audio trying to catch her every nasty word. the porns i try to watch PALE next to these films. I also want to add one other detail pertaining to my rituals, the videos and wacking off/sex/eroticism. The absolute ultimate scenario for me is all that ive described so far with or without a fuckdate w my wife and - i hope yall can handle this without freaking out - partying down on crystal which we are also doing in the videos which is why they are beyond awesome. A few PHAT puffs from the Crong (crystal bong) is just beyond awesome and the anticipation of that is nothing short of amazing. for the record - i know everyone is either sitting there with their mouths open in disbelief that i dropped that bomb or crucifying me. Hey - how many tweekers have u heard of that are partners in a bomb ass successful company, raising 3 killer kids and here's the kicker man - with a fucking hot texas MILF for 23 years?!? Some ppl like their alcohol, some like their herbal - i like to get spun and fuck like a porn star - no joke amigos.
so there u have it. I bet thats a first in terms of content eh? Ive been searching for years looking for video or even a mention describing a PTA mom who is by the books 24/7 but will dress up like a sleazy whore, hog down a few bowls, morph before your very eyes into SuperAnal3SomeSlut and pretty much blow every and any porn star out there out of the water?? It doesnt exist except for mine. So i guess thats it for now. if anyone wnts to contact me - terraprimum1234@hotmail.com

stephen said...

Man! You hit the nail right on the head. I didnt actually realize how much i enjoy the anticipation until I just read this post. Right in front of me and i missed it.
I thought i'd share a few details that I thought of while reading the comments.
First - a quick background - im 43,married to a hot awesome chick together now 23 years, 3 kids, live in oregon now but im from nyc and i lived in texas for 20 years.
You had mentioned putting on a known good porn vid - for u Devil Mrs Jones. My frequency is across the board as i own a business and im always very busy w work/fam/personal/snowboarding;)Sometimes i can do it daily and sometimes i might go for a week. I have many rituals including wacking it in our bedroom as a preamble to a scheduled fuck date with my wife. Regardless of what activity is planned, there is one thing i always enjoy and thats watching the hot nasty videos i made of my wife and I. They go back to 1989 when she was just 16 and I was 22 and they were very romantic and beautiful (aka G Rated!) As the years passed and i got more dialed in with making bright, clear, hi res videos with great angles and now multiple cams - our sex went from making love to no holes barred fucking. So...my most treasured "Series" is the most recent and its my sexy texas MILF wife and I either alone partying our faces off and getting freaky fuckin deaky or better my wife and i and this chick going at it in FMF 3somes and the trump card to those are my wife and I and another dude doing MFM 3somes which is like blow your head off hot watching your wife - the soccer mom in the badass off road suburban - sucking and fucking another man and talking dirty!!
Thats what I watch and here it is 3 years after we made them and i can still barely get through one scene in a several hour session! I slow motion it, i zoom it, i fuck with the audio trying to catch her every nasty word. the porns i try to watch PALE next to these films. I also want to add one other detail pertaining to my rituals, the videos and wacking off/sex/eroticism. The absolute ultimate scenario for me is all that ive described so far with or without a fuckdate w my wife and - i hope yall can handle this without freaking out - partying down on crystal which we are also doing in the videos which is why they are beyond awesome. A few PHAT puffs from the Crong (crystal bong) is just beyond awesome and the anticipation of that is nothing short of amazing. for the record - i know everyone is either sitting there with their mouths open in disbelief that i dropped that bomb or crucifying me. Hey - how many tweekers have u heard of that are partners in a bomb ass successful company, raising 3 killer kids and here's the kicker man - with a fucking hot texas MILF for 23 years?!? Some ppl like their alcohol, some like their herbal - i like to get spun and fuck like a porn star - no joke amigos.
so there u have it. I bet thats a first in terms of content eh? Ive been searching for years looking for video or even a mention describing a PTA mom who is by the books 24/7 but will dress up like a sleazy whore, hog down a few bowls, morph before your very eyes into SuperAnal3SomeSlut and pretty much blow every and any porn star out there out of the water?? It doesnt exist except for mine

stephen said...

Man! You hit the nail right on the head. I didnt actually realize how much i enjoy the anticipation until I just read this post. Right in front of me and i missed it.
I thought i'd share a few details that I thought of while reading the comments.
First - a quick background - im 43,married to a hot awesome chick together now 23 years, 3 kids, live in oregon now but im from nyc and i lived in texas for 20 years.
You had mentioned putting on a known good porn vid - for u Devil Mrs Jones. My frequency is across the board as i own a business and im always very busy w work/fam/personal/snowboarding;)Sometimes i can do it daily and sometimes i might go for a week. I have many rituals including wacking it in our bedroom as a preamble to a scheduled fuck date with my wife. Regardless of what activity is planned, there is one thing i always enjoy and thats watching the hot nasty videos i made of my wife and I. They go back to 1989 when she was just 16 and I was 22 and they were very romantic and beautiful (aka G Rated!) As the years passed and i got more dialed in with making bright, clear, hi res videos with great angles and now multiple cams - our sex went from making love to no holes barred fucking. So...my most treasured "Series" is the most recent and its my sexy texas MILF wife and I either alone partying our faces off and getting freaky fuckin deaky or better my wife and i and this chick going at it in FMF 3somes and the trump card to those are my wife and I and another dude doing MFM 3somes which is like blow your head off hot watching your wife - the soccer mom in the badass off road suburban - sucking and fucking another man and talking dirty!!
Thats what I watch and here it is 3 years after we made them and i can still barely get through one scene in a several hour session! I slow motion it, i zoom it, i fuck with the audio trying to catch her every nasty word. the porns i try to watch PALE next to these films. I also want to add one other detail pertaining to my rituals, the videos and wacking off/sex/eroticism. The absolute ultimate scenario for me is all that ive described so far with or without a fuckdate w my wife and - i hope yall can handle this without freaking out - partying down on crystal which we are also doing in the videos which is why they are beyond awesome. A few PHAT puffs from the Crong (crystal bong) is just beyond awesome and the anticipation of that is nothing short of amazing. for the record - i know everyone is either sitting there with their mouths open in disbelief that i dropped that bomb or crucifying me. Hey - how many tweekers have u heard of that are partners in a bomb ass successful company, raising 3 killer kids and here's the kicker man - with a fucking hot texas MILF for 23 years?!? Some ppl like their alcohol, some like their herbal - i like to get spun and fuck like a porn star - no joke amigos.
so there u have it. I bet thats a first in terms of content eh? Ive been searching for years looking for video or even a mention describing a PTA mom who is by the books 24/7 but will dress up like a sleazy whore, hog down a few bowls, morph before your very eyes into SuperAnal3SomeSlut and pretty much blow every and any porn star out there out of the water?? It doesnt exist except for mine

Anonymous said...

sorry for the triple post everyone - how obnoxious is that?! it kept saying it didnt go through so my apologies.